another awkward yet relieving day

Today, the day in which i had to submit my english projects.. There were three of them: argumentative writng, report writing and a presentation describing the report i was doing. SO FRUSTRATING IM TELLING YOU.. I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS STRESSED OUT IN MY LIFE BEFORE.. I woke around 1 in the morning after napping for 3 and a half hours from 9:30 to 1. Then i stayed up from 1 am to 2 pm without sleep.. As soon as i arrived at my dad's office, i just couldnt handle my heavy eye-lids that were about to close any moment soon, so i slept there for another few hours while waiting for him to finish his work by 5.

Anyway, the ironic thing about me waking up a little bit early than usual (really, Crystal?) was for doing my assignments of which i could not even finish all three works. The time was limited. And my mind could not think clearly because i had been lacking of sleep for the whole week!!!!!! I finished the report and argumentative though.. but the presentation.. urghh.. dont get me start it.. it was a complete tragedy.,..

I thought that i might have the time to do my presentation in class as i got 4 hours of english class today.. i was pretty much sure i would get plenty of time. But to my misfortune, i could not finish the work. I had done 10 slides (mostly pictures) and very little data. Moreover, i didnt have any time to make notes of all the points i wanted to say during the presentation.

I got the second turn in class for presenting my slides. My teacher was forcing me to go in front and present my stuffs. I repeatedly told him that i still needed more time to complete my work. And so i reluctantly went in front, open my presentation slides, and guess what? i could not even present the damn thing. i could not say a word.. a cat got my tongue perhaps. The weirdest thing was that instead of me presenting my slides, my teacher was actually the one presenting them. HAHA.. awkward as well as embarassing. My face flushed red i guess..but luckily the lights in the room were turned off so no one could see me flushing.. *evil laughs*(such an inappropriate time to laugh evil-ly despite the tough day ive gone thru today)

The other suck event today was that my friends who havent completed their presentations were actually given a chance to complete theirs.. WHY NOT ME? Anyway, on the bright side, i, being called second without even having a complete presentation set, was actually pretty relieving. First of all: After the incomplete presentation in front, there was no need for me to complete the work!!! HAHAHA.. (BIG THANKS TO MY TEACHER FOR RELIEVING ME OUT).. Secondly, i daydreamed (my mind was wandering around most of the time) while the others were doing their presentation.. LOL! On the other hand, i got low points.. T_________T.. Im pretty sure i got a zero for this presentation demo.. HAHA.. (why am i so happy about this..i should be panicking by now...urgh..)

I polished my nails again..lol..theyre so cute tht i just cant stop admiring the,.. (pardon my narcistic behaviors). The teacher i was talking about previously commented on my nails. then i showed off my nails and the surprising thing was that he told one of my friends which was a boy to not marry a girl like me.. HAHA..WHAT DOES THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN AND HOW DO NAILS RELATE WITH MARRIAGE?!! This is what we call CREATIVITY!!!! HAHAHAHA..Man! i think im going to miss all the teachers of WMU here in Jakarta when ive gone abroad..  

TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT, TODAY IS FREDOM AGAINST HOMEWORK, BABY!! exams are around the corner though! theyre starting on Monday till Friday! More stress! i should lose weight by now! butttttt!!!! i dont!!! stress should lead to losing weight!! i stay constant although i feel that im large-ing.. (another bizarre word i came up with..pfft..)