Friday the 13th that marks the freedom of my mid semester burden this semester! I had my anatomy spot test today. It was freaking different from what I was expecting! I was aiming high at first but by the look of the spot test today, a pass is a definite enough for me. I just need a pass man. This worths 25% of the whole course mark and once you went blank on something, it's not going to come back. This test is not some sort of test that you could goof up some jumble-up words and get away with a point. As I said before, once your mind gone, it ain't coming back.
I know I have been missing too long from this "pudding" part of my world but as you know I have been hitting the books! And as you see, that picture above is the epitome of all the stressful events that have been happening lately. From tests to mobile providers. You should see my current state of bedroom. It's a mess and I don't know where to start tidying up.
Anyway, I promise I'll update soon! So catch you all later!
In case you're wondering about the epic title. It's a phrase from a song obsessive compulsive crazy love, but then I changed the love to life. That's how random I could get now. Gonna hit the shower, and see you in an hour time for more blog posts!
I am sorry for neglecting this blog for quite a while. I am too busy in uni. I have tons of posts to write too. Tons of stories to share. I haven't got the "right" time yet. There are mid-exams coming soon as well. I would probably post something after I am done with the tests.
Anyway, I am addicted to EXO's Growl! And I crave in having my fingers get hold onto the piano to try out the song for myself after watching a video I found on youtube! I can't precisely hit on the right notes though, but I really miss piano so much!
Check out the vids! Watch the music video first before the piano version! You'll find how amazing the piano player is in being able to figure out the melody. Not to mention her improvisations are truly incredible. I am in awe!
I am inside Red Center now in one of the rooms on Mezanine floor, in the middle of doing BABS lab report which should be handed in on Thursday at 6pm. And this inner piece inside of me felt that I have to blog. So, the procrastination continues.
Anyway, I am addicted to Kurt Hugo Schneider's improvisations on music! Those of you who read my blog from the very start, I think I have mentioned about him before!
I was in a middle of researching my euthanasia debate and then I went on with procrastinating instead. This sucks. I felt terribly bad with my groupmates though. It has to be handed in by today and all Ive done is just dot points from BBC website.
Btw, I'm addicted to this song by Tim McMorris! :3
Just did my Group Enzyme project last night during babs lab. It was completely a tragedy. We were so desperate. The experiment failed a couple of times. But, our kind demonstrator told us that it was okay. We could mention all the problems on our report and still got a good mark. We were relieved.
I have tons of assignments piling up now. Week 13 is the start of my first semester exam. aaaaa.. Why time flies so damn fast man.. Still got debate, math computer assignment and babs report to be done.
In relation to my earlier post about the leopard nails, I finally had the time to do it! It doesn't turn out as good as I had hoped, but it's pretty dope. The worst about today's pedicure is that, I used my new top coat and it smudged my leopard print although it has dried off. Moreover, there was another accident in which I literally confessed it was my fault in the first place, was that I played the piano after a while I finished nail polishing. Now my nails look terrible.
Hopefully, I have taken a photo of my nails before it got worse.
my left
my right
By the way, I love Lenka's song, Shock Me Into Love. Lend an ear to it. No harm done. :)
One more day of Physics Test tomorrow. I so can't wait for it. There are so many things to get started for my holiday.
There is this song stuck in my head today during test and up till now. I can't stop singing it at the back of my brain. It keeps on rewinding. It's Kris Allen's song, My Weakness.
I adore this song very much. Come to think of it, I think my dad is right, I am in love of reggae music. Never thought that this would happen.. LOL.
I was feeling drowsy after I finished my chemistry lesson today, so I drank tea but still no effect, then I decided to watch Grimm.
Grimm is a TV series filled with magical creatures and thrilling excitement from a twisted point of view originated from the Grimm fairytales by the Grimm brothers. Not to mention that there are a lot of homicide cases involved. In a nutshell, there are mystic creatures, thrilling scenes and very alluring detective cases.
you might want to check the trailer below:
I've just watched the pilot of season 1 and I once more feel energized watching this 40 minutes episode. This series is beyond awesome. It's a bit similar to Once Upon a Time, but Grimm is more of an action and brutal type. But both really quenched my thirst of watching something depicted from fairy tales.
Oh yeah, while watching the first episode, there was a main theme song called : Sweet Dreams (are made of this) by Eurhythmics.
I better should start studying now! Two more tests and no more school. HUAHAHA
Like finally, I have found the torrent to Bronze Radio Return's 2011 album entitled Shake Shake Shake. I would have never thought that I would have fallen for an Indie/rock music like this. But all I can say is that their songs are good. Despite the fact that I have only listened to one of their songs from this album called Everything Moves.
Stumble in, fight the spin
If you don’t you’re falling on your face again
Tumble down, roll around
You know that everything is moving now
Lately I, can’t decide, run or hide
Oh and when I do, I’m sure I’ll end up moving too
Suit and tie, sell or buy, laugh or cry
What’s a guy to do, when nothing's standing still for you
So many angles, so many lines
So many ways to see the sunrise
Everything moves, everything pulses
Everything lies in the eyes of you
Everything moves, everything pulses
Everything lies in the eyes of you
Everything lies in the eyes of you
In the eyes of you, in the eyes of you
Ramble on, chug along
And if the beat stops thumping man then something’s wrong
Ignore it son, it's just a song
But I can see your white-knuckled hand from holding on
So lately I, wonder why, we rely, on the sure thing
It's too damn comforting
To stay alive, overdrive, ‘til we find, something new
To keep the pulse alive in you
So many angles, so many lines
So many ways to see the sunrise
Chorus
Even though I don’t know quite what to do
The time will show what we know is hardly ever true
I’d rather have then never had the spinning room,
The feeling that I moved
No more standing still at your will but you can try until you see the motion's moving you
Yo, people! It's Thursday, my ultimate favorite day of the week! As you can see, tomorrow is my last day of going to Subud for my laboratory session! I'm so going to miss going there, NOT! Nah, just kidding, I'll surely miss it someday, somehow.
Anyway, the mojo of hitting the books is gone now, so I went youtube-ing instead. I've watched Kids React to Dude Perfect which was totally cool. Dude Perfect is basically a group of 5 guys making videos of them shooting basketball from a very long distance which went perfectly through the hoop.
While I was watching Dude Perfect's videos, I came across this amazing song, Begging You Alive by Courrier. Love it! That's why, I immediately downloaded the whole album on torrentz. I have given the torrent link download down below.
Oh, the question sounds
Echoes from an empty crown
All this time my light was out
But you're too bright to be concealed
Oh, my wooden bones
Wrapped in this house of stone
The hands of change were not my own
But I'll force them just the same
And you can't remain
So you fight and you fight and you fight to change
All the hurt and pain,
When you lose and you lose and you lose in vain
And all along I'm begging you alive
Oh, my ornament
Hanging around my neck
Worn so I don't forget
That one day we'll be the same
And you can't remain
So you fight and you fight and you fight to change
All the hurt and pain,
When you lose and you lose and you lose in vain
And all along I'm begging you,
All along I'm begging you.
All along I'm begging you
Alive.
I'm in the middle of editing my Research Essay. It's going to be submitted either tomorrow or day after tomorrow. As usual, I'm listening to depapepe songs while doing my essay. I love this song called Fun Time by depapepe. Sounds so jazzy. Love the piano accompaniment. Anyway, I'm stuck in finding a back-up reference for my data in my essay. I can't seem to find the source. That's why I ended up blogging about this.
It's almost the weekend people! Let us all get recharged once again! I love Thursdays. That's just because the next day is Friday and I usually have very little classes that day. Unfortunately, today, I was handed the final exam schedule which slightly drained my weekend mood. I panicked and basically worried about how I could go through the examination weeks and how my exam results would turn out.
Next problem, I have to submit in my final research essay next week. I'm a bit short of words in my first draft essay. I'm planning to consult to my English tutor tomorrow with my second draft. However, I haven't even started my second draft. Maybe I'll just have to burn the midnight candle for this.
Anyway, enough with the nerve-wrecking dishes.
I'm addicted to The Script songs! Their songs are deliriously good! I've just downloaded their third album yesterday. Credits to Cim for introducing me to this song below.
Oh if you could see me now
(Oh if you could see me now)
It was February fourteen, Valentine's Day
The roses came, but they took you away
Tattooed on my arm is a charm to disarm all the harm
Gotta keep myself calm but the truth is you're gone
And I'll never get to show you these songs
Dad, you should see the tours that I'm on,
I see you standing there next to Mom
Always singing along, yeah arm in arm
And there are days when I'm losing my faith
Because the man wasn't good he was great
He'd say music was the home for your pain
And explain, I was young, he would say
"Take that rage, put it on a page
Take the page to the stage
Blow the roof off the place"
I'm tryna make you proud
Do everything you did
I hope you're up there with God
Saying that's my kid
I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now
(Oh if you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh if you could see me now
(Oh if you could see me now)
If you could see me now would you recognize me
Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me
Would you follow every line on my tear stained face
Put your hand on a heart that's was cold
As the day you were taken away
I know it's been awhile but I could see you clear as day
Right now, I wish I could hear you say
I drink too much and I smoke too much dutch
But if you can't see me now that shit's a must
You used to say I won't know I will until it cost me
Like I won't know real love till I've loved then I've lost it
And if you've lost a sister, someone's lost a mom
And if you've lost a dad, then someone's lost a son
And they're all missing now, and they're all missing now
So if you get a second to look down at me now
Mum, Dad, I'm just missing you now
I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow?
Oh if you could see me now
Oh... Oh...
Would you call me a saint or a sinner?
Would you love me a loser or winner?
Oh... Oh...
When I see my face in the mirror
We look so alike that it makes me shiver
I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow?
Oh if you could see me now
I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow?
Oh if you could see me now
Oh...
You could see, you could see me now
(You could see, you could see me now)
Furthermore, I am actually continuing to watch Friends TV series. SEASON 8! 2 more seasons to go and I'm through! I'm a bit frenzy at the moment after watching Friends. I laughed non-stop. Like literally! This sitcom will surely lighten up your day. You will absolutely burst out with laughter!
Perhaps I should begin my second draft research essay right now. And before that I should make myself a cup of coffee to keep me awake. GOOD LUCK TO ME!
I have watched Bridesmaids for like the second time already. It was on HBO last night.
Bridesmaids is about a story about the competition of the maid of honor with one of the bridesmaids of being the bride's best friend. Together they encountered lots of incidents that might ruin the wedding. But all in all, the wedding was under controlled.
This movie was a romantic comedy. There was some vulgar scenes too. Not to mention that I was watching this movie with my mom. And it was really awkward to watch those scenes with her. Although, I didn't like those types of scenes myself, my mom kept on nagging me why I was watching that vulgar movie. I closed both of my eyes and ears okay! I find those scenes really disgusting. ewwww
Anyway, the movie is really funny! hahaha.. watch the trailer:
Another thing, I'm in love with one of the soundtracks entitled "Paper Bag" by Fiona Apple. The lyrics are down below.
I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said
'It's all in your head,' and I said, 'So's everything'
But he didn't get it I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
Hunger hurts, but I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
Hunger hurts, but I want him so bad, oh it kills
Because I know that I'm a mess that he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold because these hands are just too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving, it works, when it costs too much to love
I should have posted this sooner, but I was busy posting posts about my days out with my friends. So here this goes.
Test week was harsh. period. That's it. I have no idea how my GPA will turn out to be. I hope I did good though or else I might not be accepted to a good university. Fingers crossed!
Anyway, moving on, I am in love with these cookies! I forgot what these are called but they taste amazing!!!!
yummy!
Oh yeah, on the night before the chemistry test, I made a mnemonic of reactivity series. It's in Indonesian language though because I couldn't think of any in English.
mnemonic reactivity series
Anyway, I was addicted to the radio! I have no idea why!!! Plus I'm addicted to this song by Javier Colon, the winner of the Voice and Ass back home by Gym Class Heroes ft Neon Hitch
It has been a long time since I watched a musical. I mean movies that contains mostly about songs. Yeah, so a few days ago I watched Another Cinderella 3, Once Upon a Song, starring Lucy Hale (one of the leading actresses in Pretty Little Liars). She is a really good singer. lololol. and she is so pretty. urgh, so thin too. T_T..
Regardless, I fell in love with this sequel's soundtrack..
download the full album with this link --> Once Upon a Song
I personally love the MAKE YOU BELIEVE mp3 best!
by the way, I have been really busy with school works. Moreover, tomorrow is going to be my last test and most importantly last day at WMU! All the memories
I kinda feel devastated leaving all my buddies and girlies and the teachers there. I hope we can meet up another day in the nearest future :)
I'm currently collecting as many pictures as I can as a token of memory and also for blogging .. LOL.. who cares? Im a blogger.. huahahaha
Anyway, g2g take a shower and hit the books.. not exactly books.. I mean papers. ENG 1100 test tomorrow. Not gonna mess this up. *fingers crossed*.. Good luck for all my classmates! (Im sure theyre not going to read this now though but what the heck..)
ajigeun molla kkumsogeso bodon naye dan han saram (neo neo neo neo) neul honja sangsanghe achimhessalchorom nal kkewojul han saram . du soneul japgo ne du nuneul maju bomyo ne yegie uso juneun saram deuramana yonghwachorom nege natana ne gyoteul jikyo jul han saram . negero wa wa wa han-goreumssik dagawa nega kkumkkudon moseup gajigo nege natana seulpeumeun bye bye bye nareul utge hejul neo nega geutorok gidaridon neo neo neo neo ne maeumeuro wajwo . My a aaaaaaa oh, my wishlist, My a aaaaaaa oh, my wishlist . oneuldo molle ne kkumsogeso nal solle ige han saram (neo neo neo neo) neul useumi nawa dalkomhan sangsange ppajige hal saram sarangeul molla nomu sotulge gurodo ttaseuhage uso juneun saram geu otton maldo dalkomhage soksagyojumyo ne gyote bichi dwe jul saram . negero wa wa wa han-goreumssik dagawa nega kkumkkudon moseup gajigo nege natana seulpeumeun bye bye bye nareul utge hejul neo nega geutorok gidaridon neo neo neo neo ne maeumeuro wajwo . senggangmanhedo nol geuryobogiman hedo gaseumi nomuna solleyo muotboda do mani nuguboda do keuge nareul saranghejul dan han saram . sarangeun why why why ajikdo ne du nune boijil anneun gonji, onjejjeum dagaoneunji negero wa wa wa jomdo ppalli dagawa nega geutorok gidaridon neo neo neo neo ne yopeuro wajwo My a aaaaaaa oh, my wishlist, My a aaaaaaa oh, my wishlist
English translation...
I’m not sure yet but I remember you in my dreams My only one
. You you you you I always think about it to myself Waking me up in the morning as the sun rises .
Holding both of my hands Looking at each other in the eyes Smiling with me at my words Like a drama, like a movie The one, single person who’ll be beside with me and guard me
Come, come to me .
Approach me, step by step I’ve had dreams like this where you appear Bye bye bye, sadness You’ll make me smile I’ve been waiting for so long .
You you you, come into my heart aaaaaaaa oh My wishlist My a aaaaaaa oh My wishlist
.
There’s one person
Who’ll secretly come to me
Into my dreams and make me smile You you you you
Always make me laugh
You’ll make me fall into the sweetest dreams
I don’t know love
.
I haven’t been behaving too badly So someone will give me a warm smile Whispering words sweetly to me A person who’ll be by my side, giving me light
.
Come, come to me Approach me, step by step I’ve had dreams like this where you appear Bye bye bye, sadness You’ll make me smile I’ve been waiting for so long You you you, come into my heart
.
Even if I try and picture it, My heart flutters so much The person who’ll love me more than anything More than anyone
.
Why why why is love Still not appearing in my eyes When will it come to me
.
Come, come to me Approach me, step by step You you you, I’ve been waiting forever come to my side aaaaaaaa oh My wishlist My a aaaaaaa oh My wishlist
Friday the 13th that marks the freedom of my mid semester burden this semester! I had my anatomy spot test today. It was freaking different from what I was expecting! I was aiming high at first but by the look of the spot test today, a pass is a definite enough for me. I just need a pass man. This worths 25% of the whole course mark and once you went blank on something, it's not going to come back. This test is not some sort of test that you could goof up some jumble-up words and get away with a point. As I said before, once your mind gone, it ain't coming back.
